i miss my dog so much already. i havent stopped crying since he died. i dont know what to do. everything hurts and i feel so guilty and i cant do anything. i feel so empty and depressed. i can usually tell myself things will get better and eventually get through bad stuff but i feel like i just cant get through this. i cant cope with this i dont see how it will get better because no matter what he’ll never come back. i dont know if it sounds silly being so sad over the loss of a dog but i dont care i had him over half my life and he was my baby i loved him i cant stop thinking about how we could have treated him better and maybe we could have saved him if we’d just taken him to the vet and now its too late and everything i see i think of him and i just cant stop thinking about him